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some personal stuff about me !
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tagged by kopso866 !!!
RULES.
1. You have to use the same font.
2. You have to put these rules while doing this tag.
3. You have to tag 10 Deviants.
4. You cannot skip a question.
5. Have fun!
"HOW" Questions.
1. How did you get one of your scars?
I have one from a dog bite, a lot on my arm from self harm, and a huge one on my knee from a mosquito bite (really cool I know)
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Um I don't remember lol I know me, my mom, my brother, and colin went to a buffet but that's all i remember
3. How are you feeling at this moment?
Pretty good ! !
4. How did your night go last night?
I've just been watching Me!Me!Me! over and over, watching Yandere Simulator videos, and Gilmore Girls!! So that's what I did!
5. How did you do in school?
I'm only in my second year of High School!! I'm a straight A student except I'm stressed out because my Algebra 2 class is really hard and I have a B+ right now and I REALLY want an A but on all the homework and tests I keep getting B's
I don't really have a reason for getting good grades (besides a scholarship for art school) except for pride I guess. I just feel accomplished when I do well so I try to.
6. How did you get the T-Shirt that you're wearing?
Back to school shopping!! it's a really cute high neck no sleeve type shirt with a faded red knitted material
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)?
my best (and really only) friend is colin and we see each other every single day!
8. How much money did you spent last month?
I don't have money colin buys me stuff sometimes though
9. How old do you want to be when you get married?
colin and I want to have a nice wedding in hawaii, so we'll probably get engaged right out of high school and then get married when we save up enough!
10. How old will you be at your next birthday?
16 at the beginning of January (can't get my license until March though
)
"WHERE" Questions.
1. Where does your best friend(s) live?
in my town, but on the other side (it's a 40 minute walk, which i've done in subzero weather before. not fun)
2. Where did you last go?
i went to colin's after school, and from there my mom and i went to the store to get food!
3. Where were you born at?
Clearwater, Florida
4. Where did you last hung out?
i was in colin's room about an hour ago
5. Where is your favourite place to be?
with colin.... <:
6. Where do you go to school?
in my small wisconsin town
7. Where did you sleep last night?
on my bed in my room
8. Where is your dream house located?
colin and I want to live in california for sure, but not exact on location yet. we like the idea of living in the mountains in a forest, but we also want to be able to go to the beach often. it would also need to be next to whatever studio i work at.
9. Where do you live?
somerset, wisconsin
10. Where does your significant other lives?
somerset, wisconsin
"WHAT" Questions.
1. What's your mother's name?
lori
2. What did you do last weekend?
I had musical practice on saturday from 3-5:30 and then on sunday I had show choir practice from 1-3. in between there colin and I hung out and played video games and the usual stuff. I really like show choir but not really the musical because a lot of people in there dont like me and it makes me nervous.
3. What is the most important part of your life?
colin and my mom and probably also the stability of being good at school (if i started failing or something i would lose my mind)
4. What would you rather be doing?
i'm just chilling right now. i guess in a perfect world i'd be with colin and a few other friends playing video games.
5. What is your best memory as a child?
all the best friends I had. I really appreciate all those memories.
6. What did you last cry over?
i cried a couple days ago because a girl i was friends with for a bit but then it fell apart told me she wasn't sorry and that if i kept doing something i wasn't even doing that she'd tell an authority. and then she screenshotted it. to show everybody. so ya
7. What always make you feel better when you're down?
either colin joking around with me, my cat, or the stuff I enjoy (especially the embarrassing stuff i dont tell people about like anime and stuff)
8. What's the most important part you look for in a significant other?
my favorite parts of colin are that we are absolute best friends like as close as two people can be, that we're completely honest with each other, and that i know i can always depend on him for absolutely everything
9. What are you worried about?
i dont even want to list these
10. What did you have for breakfast?
a cliff bar
"WHO" Questions.
1. Who was the last person you saw?
my mama and before that colin
2. Who was the last person you texted to?
i texted colin a picture of my food and then he said something and my response was "i'm sorry my love, you do great" and now he's at work
3. Who was the last person you hung with?
colinnnnnnnnNNNNN
4. Who was the last person you called?
colin
5. Who did you last hugged?
colin
6. Who was the last person that texted you?
colin
7. Who was the last person you said "I love you"?
my mom
8. Who is your significant other?
colin lol
9. Who is/are your best friend(s)?
my best friend is colin, other than that the people that i really like and i talk to at least once a day are: cade, henry, nick, blake, evan and then people i like but i dont talk to as often: mitch, braeden, tristen and yes they are all boys i lost all my girl friends recently lol
10. Who is you favourite singer?
i have a LOT but rn my jam is sippy cup by melanie martinez
"WHEN" Questions.
1. When is your birthday?
january 6
2. When did you lose your virginity?
march 19, 2014. i was in 8th grade (i remember this because the very next day charlieissocoollike uploaded a video called 'sex and consent' and i thought it was funny)
3. When was your first video game?
i used to play a bratz game on the wii and i also had a barbie secret agents game for my 2DS. online I played There, Kaneva, and Habbo (and runescape)
4. When do you usually go to bed?
on weekdays 9-10:30, on weekends 10-12. either way i wake up early, and I take a lot of naps (my favorite napping time is between 4-6)
5. When did you first said "I love you" to another person besides your family?
I was probably in like junior kindergarten honestly. i meant all of the love i gave people, but the first person i've loved in the biggest sense of the word (this is why i wish we had different words for different love) was definitely colin. we never said it for the first time, because we said we loved each other all the time before we started dating. one time i asked him if he really meant it, and he said he did, and i said i did too.
6. When did you started schooling?
2004? 2005? when do children start school? I was born in 2000 so
7. When was your first performance of anything in front of anyone?
we did dumb elementary school performances but those don't really count. i had solos in choir but they were always with someone else, my first real solo was last year in somewhere over the rainbow. this year i'm in our school's production of bye bye birdie and i'm mrs peterson and i get my entire own solo. i'm also doing my first show choir performance a week from today and i'm in the front row most of the time and colin and I are also doing this really special lift thing. [link] this is what we're doing if you're interested
8. When did you last see the doctor?
eighth grade when I got my IUD taken out and was switched to pills
9. When was the last time you went swimming?
colin and i went to a waterpark towards the end of summer
10. When you you usually eat your breakfast?
this question doesnt apply to me because breakfast isnt even a real thing for me
i'm not tagging anyone because the only person i really know on deviantart is the person who tagged me! hoorah
RULES.
1. You have to use the same font.
2. You have to put these rules while doing this tag.
3. You have to tag 10 Deviants.
4. You cannot skip a question.
5. Have fun!
"HOW" Questions.
1. How did you get one of your scars?
I have one from a dog bite, a lot on my arm from self harm, and a huge one on my knee from a mosquito bite (really cool I know)
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Um I don't remember lol I know me, my mom, my brother, and colin went to a buffet but that's all i remember
3. How are you feeling at this moment?
Pretty good ! !
4. How did your night go last night?
I've just been watching Me!Me!Me! over and over, watching Yandere Simulator videos, and Gilmore Girls!! So that's what I did!
5. How did you do in school?
I'm only in my second year of High School!! I'm a straight A student except I'm stressed out because my Algebra 2 class is really hard and I have a B+ right now and I REALLY want an A but on all the homework and tests I keep getting B's
I don't really have a reason for getting good grades (besides a scholarship for art school) except for pride I guess. I just feel accomplished when I do well so I try to.6. How did you get the T-Shirt that you're wearing?
Back to school shopping!! it's a really cute high neck no sleeve type shirt with a faded red knitted material
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)?
my best (and really only) friend is colin and we see each other every single day!
8. How much money did you spent last month?
I don't have money colin buys me stuff sometimes though
9. How old do you want to be when you get married?
colin and I want to have a nice wedding in hawaii, so we'll probably get engaged right out of high school and then get married when we save up enough!
10. How old will you be at your next birthday?
16 at the beginning of January (can't get my license until March though
)"WHERE" Questions.
1. Where does your best friend(s) live?
in my town, but on the other side (it's a 40 minute walk, which i've done in subzero weather before. not fun)
2. Where did you last go?
i went to colin's after school, and from there my mom and i went to the store to get food!
3. Where were you born at?
Clearwater, Florida
4. Where did you last hung out?
i was in colin's room about an hour ago
5. Where is your favourite place to be?
with colin.... <:
6. Where do you go to school?
in my small wisconsin town
7. Where did you sleep last night?
on my bed in my room
8. Where is your dream house located?
colin and I want to live in california for sure, but not exact on location yet. we like the idea of living in the mountains in a forest, but we also want to be able to go to the beach often. it would also need to be next to whatever studio i work at.
9. Where do you live?
somerset, wisconsin
10. Where does your significant other lives?
somerset, wisconsin
"WHAT" Questions.
1. What's your mother's name?
lori
2. What did you do last weekend?
I had musical practice on saturday from 3-5:30 and then on sunday I had show choir practice from 1-3. in between there colin and I hung out and played video games and the usual stuff. I really like show choir but not really the musical because a lot of people in there dont like me and it makes me nervous.
3. What is the most important part of your life?
colin and my mom and probably also the stability of being good at school (if i started failing or something i would lose my mind)
4. What would you rather be doing?
i'm just chilling right now. i guess in a perfect world i'd be with colin and a few other friends playing video games.
5. What is your best memory as a child?
all the best friends I had. I really appreciate all those memories.
6. What did you last cry over?
i cried a couple days ago because a girl i was friends with for a bit but then it fell apart told me she wasn't sorry and that if i kept doing something i wasn't even doing that she'd tell an authority. and then she screenshotted it. to show everybody. so ya
7. What always make you feel better when you're down?
either colin joking around with me, my cat, or the stuff I enjoy (especially the embarrassing stuff i dont tell people about like anime and stuff)
8. What's the most important part you look for in a significant other?
my favorite parts of colin are that we are absolute best friends like as close as two people can be, that we're completely honest with each other, and that i know i can always depend on him for absolutely everything
9. What are you worried about?
i dont even want to list these
10. What did you have for breakfast?
a cliff bar
"WHO" Questions.
1. Who was the last person you saw?
my mama and before that colin
2. Who was the last person you texted to?
i texted colin a picture of my food and then he said something and my response was "i'm sorry my love, you do great" and now he's at work
3. Who was the last person you hung with?
colinnnnnnnnNNNNN
4. Who was the last person you called?
colin
5. Who did you last hugged?
colin
6. Who was the last person that texted you?
colin
7. Who was the last person you said "I love you"?
my mom
8. Who is your significant other?
colin lol
9. Who is/are your best friend(s)?
my best friend is colin, other than that the people that i really like and i talk to at least once a day are: cade, henry, nick, blake, evan and then people i like but i dont talk to as often: mitch, braeden, tristen and yes they are all boys i lost all my girl friends recently lol
10. Who is you favourite singer?
i have a LOT but rn my jam is sippy cup by melanie martinez
"WHEN" Questions.
1. When is your birthday?
january 6
2. When did you lose your virginity?
march 19, 2014. i was in 8th grade (i remember this because the very next day charlieissocoollike uploaded a video called 'sex and consent' and i thought it was funny)
3. When was your first video game?
i used to play a bratz game on the wii and i also had a barbie secret agents game for my 2DS. online I played There, Kaneva, and Habbo (and runescape)
4. When do you usually go to bed?
on weekdays 9-10:30, on weekends 10-12. either way i wake up early, and I take a lot of naps (my favorite napping time is between 4-6)
5. When did you first said "I love you" to another person besides your family?
I was probably in like junior kindergarten honestly. i meant all of the love i gave people, but the first person i've loved in the biggest sense of the word (this is why i wish we had different words for different love) was definitely colin. we never said it for the first time, because we said we loved each other all the time before we started dating. one time i asked him if he really meant it, and he said he did, and i said i did too.
6. When did you started schooling?
2004? 2005? when do children start school? I was born in 2000 so
7. When was your first performance of anything in front of anyone?
we did dumb elementary school performances but those don't really count. i had solos in choir but they were always with someone else, my first real solo was last year in somewhere over the rainbow. this year i'm in our school's production of bye bye birdie and i'm mrs peterson and i get my entire own solo. i'm also doing my first show choir performance a week from today and i'm in the front row most of the time and colin and I are also doing this really special lift thing. [link] this is what we're doing if you're interested
8. When did you last see the doctor?
eighth grade when I got my IUD taken out and was switched to pills
9. When was the last time you went swimming?
colin and i went to a waterpark towards the end of summer
10. When you you usually eat your breakfast?
this question doesnt apply to me because breakfast isnt even a real thing for me
i'm not tagging anyone because the only person i really know on deviantart is the person who tagged me! hoorah
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Journal Entry
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I'm drawing again!! I'm finally not being lazy / unmotivated!!!!
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MY ART IMPROVING PLAN
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So cubebrush made a video about how to improve your art: [link]
and if anyone's interested i'm REALLY excited about my plan that i took from that video!!
when I get a tablet (because practicing for me is 100x easier on tablets) i'm going to draw a figure standing, staring straight at the camera. I'm going to look at the figure and pick out the things that i want to improve on, and make a list. so it will probably look something like this.
arms
eyes
mouths
ear placement
legs
etc. SO THEN i'm going to go down the list, like in this example i'd start with arms, and just practice and study the hell out of it. i'm going to be drawing so many arms you'd think i was some kind of crazy fetishist who can't get enough of those meaty slabs on either side of your torso. and by the end, i'll be 100 percent comfortable with arms.
and then i'll move on to the next thing, and the next, until i can draw a figure standing staring straight at the camera that I am 100 percent satisfied with.
and then i'll work on poses, and then i'll work on shading, and then clothes, and then perspective, and then backgrounds, and with each thing i'll pick out each individual detail that i want to improve on, and i will improve on it until i'm comfortable with it.
so i'm hoping that by the end of the year i'll be able to make interesting paintings with backgrounds that I am proud of. and i'm never gonna stop writing these lists.
so let's see what 2015 has to bring!!!
and if anyone's interested i'm REALLY excited about my plan that i took from that video!!
when I get a tablet (because practicing for me is 100x easier on tablets) i'm going to draw a figure standing, staring straight at the camera. I'm going to look at the figure and pick out the things that i want to improve on, and make a list. so it will probably look something like this.
arms
eyes
mouths
ear placement
legs
etc. SO THEN i'm going to go down the list, like in this example i'd start with arms, and just practice and study the hell out of it. i'm going to be drawing so many arms you'd think i was some kind of crazy fetishist who can't get enough of those meaty slabs on either side of your torso. and by the end, i'll be 100 percent comfortable with arms.
and then i'll move on to the next thing, and the next, until i can draw a figure standing staring straight at the camera that I am 100 percent satisfied with.
and then i'll work on poses, and then i'll work on shading, and then clothes, and then perspective, and then backgrounds, and with each thing i'll pick out each individual detail that i want to improve on, and i will improve on it until i'm comfortable with it.
so i'm hoping that by the end of the year i'll be able to make interesting paintings with backgrounds that I am proud of. and i'm never gonna stop writing these lists.
so let's see what 2015 has to bring!!!
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UPDATE! (long time no speak)
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So idk if anyone even notices me anymore omg but I'm gonna be getting a tablet for my birthday (which is exactly a month from today) and i'm gonna start doing digital art again!!! i'm not a big fan of the stuff that's on this profile and it definitely doesn't represent my skill level anymore, so i'll probably be changing accounts completely. i've been working really hard on anatomy and composition and stuff like that, and i feel like i have a pretty good understanding of values and colors and what not so i'm gonna be trying to delve into painting and developing clean sketches and stuff.
as of right now some big helps for me are two youtube channels: www.youtube.com/channel/UCKtu_… and www.youtube.com/user/Sycra who both do amazing work on tutorials and such so if you're looking to improve your painting and drawing in general i HIGHLY recommend checking them out. for me at least they draw in a style i've always wanted to accomplish, so being guided by them and stuff has really been helping me!!!
anyway i guess that's the end of my spiel!!! ttyl deviantart
as of right now some big helps for me are two youtube channels: www.youtube.com/channel/UCKtu_… and www.youtube.com/user/Sycra who both do amazing work on tutorials and such so if you're looking to improve your painting and drawing in general i HIGHLY recommend checking them out. for me at least they draw in a style i've always wanted to accomplish, so being guided by them and stuff has really been helping me!!!
anyway i guess that's the end of my spiel!!! ttyl deviantart
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